2006-01-30 - 9:40 p.m.

Today royally sucked. I got bitched out on the phone all day. Then they took personal shots at ME. What jackasses. What did I ever do to deserve that? I don't get paid enough. I'm not happy in my job. Then I read on the school forums that they think us grads who don't have a demo reel up on thei sites or constantly applying for jobs pretty much suck. Well, I busted my ass all summer for nothing. I'm trying to take a step back and regroup. Way to make me feel even lower about myself. Then I have to justify myself to everyone, and oh, BTW, no one will accept me for me. WTF? Why am I always in the middle, and why am I always feeling like a loser? Nothing I do is right. I feel like giving up. Everyone else wants me to live their own life, not whats best for me. And I can't lose weight to save my life. I give up. What's the point?

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