2003-04-03 - 2:04 a.m.

I give up. I mean, really. I'm on this site, and I used to be really active in this guild. I did a LOT. Well, the owner and the next person didn't want to run it, so it got dumped on me during the hectic time of Christmas holidays. I already work like crazy, but then I took time to make a lot of changes and upgrades. I made a rockin' group. Well, in March the original leader comes back and wants the account back. I figure OK 'cause she wanted to help get the guild active again. Well, she decided to shut it down! Then I was promised a great spot on this other guild helping run it with a lot of say. I went expecting something great and i got hosed! I barely have any duties or "powers" and because I can't post 24/7 (because I have 2 jobs...hello!) she questions me being there! It's been maybe 2 weeks? It depresses me more than when the other guild got dumped on me. I have put SO much work into all of this to get smacked in the face. It makes you sick. Especially knowing the first 2 ran off to make guilds of their own! Why couldn't I have been left with my original guild where things were fine? No, now i'm the useless person. Why bust yourself for nothing? I sacrifice my free time and sleep for what? Grrr, it's depressing.

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